The General History
of the Air, Defined and Begun
-title of Robert Boyle's
posthumous 1692 edition
1. The Priority of the
Sky
Allow the life you've lived to come to
air--
the air a shelf your life to soon contain,
each breath a place to mark the sky within.
You swallow it each day in hungry lungs.
The air a shelf your life to soon contain
because you cannot feed on breath alone,
but breath alone can stall or stop your
life
like nails can fix a plank or split the
grain.
The sky is always in you and without,
but breath alone can stall or stop your
life.
The sky frames air you cannot see but trust
to be a canvas painting every day
for you to people scenes with-children,
wife,
husband, friends or enemies-your empty
stage
to be a canvas painting every day
like nails can fix a plank or split the
grain.
For you, to people scenes with children,
wife--
allow the life you've lived to come to air.
2. Airborne
Look closer. See the cipher of sun and
rain steaming
the day's communiqué is neither random nor
sublime;
better to strip its layers like peeling
the bristled hide
from a fat boar to reveal that meat is muscle
and blood,
better to gun eight cylinders to a last
redline ride;
the message of air is the only message found
in time--
a letter waiting in the box for all awake
or dreaming.
The day's communiqué is neither random
nor sublime;
the obvious light shifts to shade, afternoons
soon collide
with the sun's daily failures and the loss
columns flood
with redshifting figures quickly depreciating
side-by-side.
The message of air is the only message found
in time
unless the code raises its labyrinth of
skirts with a wide
grin like an invitation to roll about and
rut in the mud
until wet sod fills mouth and lungs. No
reason to decide
the message of air is the only message
found in time
beyond air's own weight, inevitable as the
draining tide
returns to chew again the spit of land like
a heifer's cud,
grinding soft for the ocean's belly the
glacial landslide.
The day's communiqué is neither random nor
sublime;
a letter waiting in the box for all awake
or dreaming,
the message of air is the only message found
in time--
and like most messages sent or received
its author lied
to make life seem cheery or hopeless, full
of such crud
or cream the happy or sad reader's judgment
is denied.
The day's communiqué is neither random nor
sublime;
look closer and see the cipher of sun and
rain steaming.
3. Fiesta en el solar
Script in sand and salt in the breeze
as heat cakes the afternoon slipping
toward evening and bonfire smoke
like a ladder of cloud, like desire
mixing in the air, a stiff shot poured
straight down the throat, skin poured
out and the sweat and slick oil stinging
the wind with must and might, desire
waving like a semaphore, a banner
of distress slicing the sky like smoke
on the dunes, whipgrass flashing desire
with each gust like grunion silvering
the moonlit shore, oily as smoke
from offshore rigs burning off pockets
of natural gas, fuel and fortunes slipping
into the combustible air, solid as smoke
and the future and the next hand reaching
out, waving off the deer flies stinging
the flushed skin, winging the currents
rise and fall, negotiating with the breeze.
4. Fiving the Sky
We are day laborers who must also pull
the nightshift
in our temporary employment by the atmosphere.
How many bales of breath are lifted in and
out of us?
There is no scale to weigh our effort,
no wage to cash in
since cashing in and clocking out is what
we work against.
Does each minute we measure count against
our retirement?
No. Because when we retire the air claims
so few of us.
Because so many give the earth, the water,
the fire first call.
Why do we go to ground, to sea, to flame
when we are done?
The wind will not raise the shell we leave
behind. Our last
undoing and decay no longer welcomes the
air inside or out.
What good are we to heaven if our final
task is to rot to get there?
How many bales of breath are lifted in
and out of us?
Does each minute we measure count against
our retirement?
Why do we go to ground, to sea, to flame
when we are done?
What good are we to heaven if our final
task is to rot to get there?
The air will find us. We will find the air.
Breathe deep.
5. Divine Nothing
No god of air commanded
a father to offer his son's throat
in a blood covenant, a test
to try the hand, seal the fate.
Fate casts air no bones--
test air's oracle in each
throat clearing. No angel
commanded air's birth.
Bones and stones and sticks
each fly and fall alike.
Angel of breath, protect
birth and all between--
between the first and last,
protect question and answer
alike, make our lives glue that
sticks to the page of the day.
Commanded to offer a throat,
test our will to deny fate.
Sticks and stones bruise alike.
Protect the first, last, and between.
6. On the Air
Chirp and stutter like a blue jay's
complaint until the tune
whispers in, broadcast rune
oracle's blaze
of electric sky, half moon
pouring out blue light,
current switching night
to too-soon
day, tired hands and tight
mouths like work true,
hard, blue, leaves you
for flight--
rest, listen, renew--
till dead air
will not share
blue.
7. Solving for the Skyline
Trust minds to solve what lives can't bear
since stone will find its way to ground.
They still will fall, they still will die;
and though blueprints can't explain why
the towers' absence makes no sound,
its echo deafens, beyond compare.
In such a space the light will glare,
a beacon above the funeral mound,
two empty beams that fill the eye.
Since steel will never fence the sky,
the only guarantee we've found--
build cities lighter than the air.
Since steel will never fence the sky,
since stone will find its way to ground,
build cities lighter than the air--
they still will fall, they still will die--
the only guarantee we've found:
trust minds to solve what lives can't bear.
8. The Invisible College
Like an open hand is never empty
the air seals the safe of each breath
and turns the dial even as the tumblers
fall into place. Knowing the resistance
and pressure enclosing us releases
the lock, freeing our lungs' call from
the cage of shallow ribs. The muscle
and pressure enclosing us releases
strength shelved within, our studies
fall into place knowing the resistance
to new theorems proving the value
of gasp and gulp, our oxygen equations
fall into place. Knowing the resistance
and finite realm of answers stalls us
and turns the dial even as the tumblers
become our old solutions falling away,
a compass without direction that spins
and turns the dial even as the tumblers
are the sun's hours on the sail of time.
The air seals the safe of each breath
like light on the edge of the world;
like the exhalation of day's beginning,
the air seals the safe of each breath
in dark hours charging blood's circuit
like an open hand is never empty.
9. Air Hunger
Fresh air can taste as warm
as berries ripe and full
of light, their stain and seeds
upon our teeth, mouths full
of planting, each day's seeds
to nest in lungs like fields
awaiting growing, seeds
the fuse to spark the field's
next life, next breath to last.
Like crops begin in fields
just turned--the rain won't last,
won't hold them back--the seeds
will wait, new lives can last
through cold and night till seeds
like air can fill blank fields
below all sight where seeds
begin to spark, burn fields
with fires of life so full
and new they feed the fields
and feed themselves so full
of light, so ripe and warm.
10. Unseeding the Cloud Chamber
Like a coconut crab shelling
you from the palm's green clouds,
air has a way of foretelling
events with a thunk! soon swelling
up on your noggin.
Like the oily wind you're smelling
tomorrow's fires in now,
like slippery elms need felling
before gypsy moths are telling
the trees' fortunes
in the fading lifeline welling
out the pit of the trunk--
that breeze from the west is yelling
take cover! this storm's propelling
more than dust
in its clouds, pressure rebelling
against barometric
sanity, there is no dwelling
that will stand today, dispelling
all thoughts
of shelter, force of air excelling
in destruction, rain compelling
us to face the coming
flood with luck and prayer for quelling
clouds.
11. Daysailing Twilight's
Sensible Horizon
Daysailing--
wind-race
against twilight's
draining shadows
air's palm sensible,
pressing forward, holding
up today's flickering horizon,
shallow ember; coal horizon
waiting, tonight's bounding
limits, dark's sensible
lodestar marking
home--twilight's
ending
daysailing.
12. In the Air
The air exists since we believe
we know its pieces in our blood,
and yet the air did not conceive
that we would rise up from the mud.
Perhaps the air did know the mud
could raise us? Air, if we believe,
could know much more than we conceive
it knowing--doubt is in our blood.
But if the air decodes our blood
and birth, can we still say the mud
is rightly the place to conceive
of life--spontaneous, we believe--
or should we now learn to believe
the evolution in our blood
is truly where air did conceive
to breathe its life into the mud?
13. Morning Skywalk
Step out onto the stair of wind,
the slightest breeze to lift these days.
Burn off the fog disappearing like the escalator's
last step.
The slightest breeze to lift these days
won't tear apart the sun you'd mend,
its bishop's ring a ragged crown selling
short indulgences that
won't tear apart the sun you'd mend.
If air could only shine in rays
the sky would show itself like a psychedelic
album cover by Cézanne.
If air could only shine in rays
the light would glow to heaven's end
like a lake of white candles floating toward
an empty cross.
The sky would show itself like a psychedelic
album cover by Cézanne
like a lake of white candles floating toward
an empty cross,
its bishop's ring a ragged crown selling
short indulgences that
burn off the fog disappearing like the escalator's
last step.
14. A Hedgehog for the Air
Duct
When Agamemnon arrogantly refused the ransom
offered him
by Khryses, Apollo's priest, a generous
and fair ransom of gold
for the quick release of Khryses' daughter,
Apollo made a burning
wind of plague which rose quick in the air,
its burning a painful exit
from life. This painful wind remains a plague
in our vindictive air,
though our plague has many names, our wind
not just born of lust,
not visiting the names we love in their
multitude of varied lives
because a single king thought visiting his
will upon a captive girl
was his victor's right. Still, the death
and sickness air brings now
is no less arbitrary in its choice of rank
and file who have to pay
the price air can exact from all of those
who have no choice.
Our science seeks to be exact about each
virus invading the air,
invading past cures that science seeks to
arm our bodies with;
but viruses roll past our cures, invading
bodies with too much ease.
Though we improve upon past cures, the ease
with which disease
continues to improve itself leaves us frustrated
by disease like
ten-year veterans frustrated by the impenetrable
walls of Troy.
Our modern warfare tends to find its foe
evolving with each
yard of earth we claim. In this combat
victories are shortlived,
but we live longer. Victories invent new
weapons for our arsenal
like masks, filters to trap new enemies,
weapons blocking infection
as it masks in unseen forms. To trap such
threats our weapons must
be like pillbox guns, razorwire hedgehogs,
weapons to trap unseen threats
or at least slow the advance. Our unseen
guns rest quiet in the pillbox,
the next advance in medicine we hope will
slow or stop each new virus.
Perhaps our best new defense is hidden in
old-fashioned wisdom:
Mend the walls and keep them strong. Like
the hedgehog, be prickly.
15. Off the Air
Fat voices blabbering are lazy cousins
to the quick
dance of sweet notes Perez Prado orchestrates
around
the knife of the trumpet, flash of sharp
blade cutting,
slicing the unsuspecting late-night listener's
radio
into a loaf of hot, fresh brown bread ready
for honey
and butter, or, better yet, pouring out
the honey--
gold tumbler of sweet rum, sugar crystallizing
the radio
until el Dia de los Muertes is every day,
the living cutting
work and studies to flock to the cemeteries,
ring around
the headstones until the raptured dead are
quick
again, ready for the next tune and the
next, quick
hands and hips and feet kicking up dust
and turf around
the empty graves, celebration in the sweet
air cutting
off the doubters, the chatterboxes on the
radio
who would waste the sound on talk, their
own honey
voices all they want to hear, their ears
clogged with honey--
bee's wax like a corpse who doesn't hear
the radio
with this sweet music fill the night air,
cutting
out the prattle like a tumor, spinning the
sound around
so fast wind should ignite, light the distance
hot and quick.
16. One Last Problem
Before we buried our good friend the natural
philosopher, we were charged to
return his mouth and nose and throat and
lungs to the air
even though the directions we were supposed
to follow to
accomplish this task--in the words of
the estate's executor--were
temporarily unavailable, and since
our recently departed friend, in all likelihood,
he was not expected to return with instructions
any time soon and
even though the directions we were supposed
to follow to
fulfill this unusual request were missing
and we very sincerely wanted to
return his mouth and nose and throat and
lungs to the air
even though the directions we were supposed
to follow to
satisfy our friend seemed more like a job
for an alchemist like Paracelsus and
he was not expected to return with instructions
any time soon and
accomplish this task, in the words of the
estate's executor, were
instructions necessary? since the 20th
century proved a hot oven would do for anyone
to
return his mouth and nose and throat and
lungs to the air.
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