Romanticism
It is to Emerson I have
turned now,
damp February, for he has written
of the moral harmony of nature.
The key to every man is his thought.
But Emerson, half angel, suffers his
dear Ellen dying only half consoled
that her lungs shall no more be torn nor
her
head scalded by blood, nor her whole life
suffer from the warfare between the force
& delicacy of her soul & the
weakness of her frame...March the 29th,
1832, of an evening strange
with dreaming, he scribbles "I visited
Ellen's tomb & & opened the coffin."
--Emerson looking in, clutching his key.
Months of hard freeze have ruptured the
wild
fields of Ohio, and burdock is standing
as if stunned by persistent cold wind
or leaning over, as from rough breath.
I have brought my little one, bundled and
dear, to the lonely place to let her run,
hoary whiskers, wild fescue, cracks widened
along the ground hard from a winter drought.
I have come out for the first time in weeks
still full of fever, insomnia-fogged,
to track flags of breath where she's dying
to vanish on the hillsides of bramble
and burr. The seasonal birds--scruff cardinal,
one or two sparrows, something with yellow--
scatter in their small explosions of ice.
Emerson, gentle mourner, would be pleased
by the physical crunch of the ground, damp
from the melt, shaped by the shape of his
boot,
that half of him who loved the Dunscore
heath
too rocky to cultivate, covered thick
with heather, gnarled hawthorn, the yellow
furze
not far from Carlyle's homestead where they
strolled,
--that half of him for whom nature was thought.
Kate has found things to deepen her horror
for evenings to come, a deer carcass tunnelled
by slugs, drilled, and abandoned, a bundle
of bone shards, hoof and hide, hidden by
thick
bramble, or the bramble itself enough
to collapse her dreams, braided like rope,
blood-
colored, blood-barbed, tangled as Medusa.
What does she see when she looks at such
things?
I do not know what is wrong with me
that my body has erupted, system by system,
sick unto itself. I do
not know what I have done, nor what she
thinks
when she turns toward her ill father. How
did
Emerson behold of his Ellen, un-
embalmed face falling in, of her white hands?
Dreams & and beasts are two keys by which
we are
to find out the secrets of our own natures.
Half angel, Emerson wrestles all night
with his journal, the awful natural
fact of Ellen's death, which must have been
deeper sacrifice than a sacrament.
Where has she gone now, wholse laughter
comes down
like light snow on the beautiful hills?
Perhpas it is the world that is the matter...
--His other half worried by the wording.
Late Blooming Roses
The Sun cracks through
the bracken sky-
week of
black clouds, rain, spit-
mist of fog
the streets
gripped with terror,
and mud against
the curbs.
Now the dog down
the street's racked with
barking,
and the red flag
waves on my e-
mail screen.
I want the petals
bright, the whole
nine yards:
so when the hel-
icopter thumps
over
from somewhere to
somewhere, I
feel once
again the heart-
rattle, that old
grave fear,
--that thrum-as in
a movie of
the war
that everybody
watch, though no
one won.
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Plagiarism
Of
particular note is the issue
of originality. Each boy has
etched and painted-over in purple his
initials
onto his bike's frame tubing.
Presumably this will prevent someone
from
taking it, riding it, mistaking
its true ownership, which is important
if you are to keep your integrity.
They have propped and parked their expensive
rides
along
the dusty path by the chopped field_
as
their fathers before them, they sweep now
like water, recurrent in waves, chasing
a
large, white ball across the big park.
American
art is bereft by war,
yet American play is a battle
gone
wild. Consider the bone-cracking games
at the mall, the light spray of spit issued
from spectators_ lips on TV
wrestling.
But who would wish a real life of trauma,
hunger,
tyranny, grief, or the blood-bruised
gums of poverty, even if that would
provide
our art authenticating pain?
Goran
Simic survived Sarajevo_
a
Serb married to a Muslim, with two
small
children_through three brute years of
terror,
hiding
in a small apartment, writing
poems: There's a photograph of my father
carrying a sub-machine gun, a
Russian gun (only the best for the best),
and
walking into our town from the hills.
He's yelling _Victory! Victory!_thin
as
death and wearing a garland of flowers.
Is he grateful for his daily witness?
Someone has strung a clothes-line in
the grave-
yard,
he
writes in _Sarajevo Spring,_ and
a hundred diapers semaphore the wind.
Or
would a poet, in such circumstance,
rather
dream of seagulls and the sea and
play a child's fast game? Our local
hero,
four-hundred-metre
man . . . sits all day by
the running track in his wheelchair as
if
it might suddenly come back to him: what
next.
Is borrowed agony more or less true?
Life
goes on en masse, just as the boys
seem
a little battalion of strategy,
a
few flanked out by the weeping willows,
one or two speeding counter with the ball,
flailing,
falling. Their voices swell like wind.
Courage
takes on a more pointed meaning
in
more oppressive societies, writes
Louise Gluck. Free society, the society
that neither restricts speech nor values
it,
ennervates by presenting too few
obstacles.
Gluck's
not advocating war,
but she's sick of American poets
envying
the prestige of bravery,
when the horror in American hearts
is
more like pale irony than peril.
How
can we make art from that? Or, let's be
blunt: how can we not? The poet's work
is
the
hard effort of the passions gathered
from
everyone around us. We speak what
we're given. We must be grateful for it.
Otherwise
the boys below in the field
blown beautiful with sun and clover might
be
dead in an instant. It's what Milosz saw
in Warsaw, fifty
years ago, haunting
his
work ever since_in his head the image
of a white skull kicked by feet in passing.
In
his head, the image of a white skull
kicked by feet in passing. What else to
say?
Thus blood, as the cheer goes, makes the
grass grow.
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