The Instance of Water



Some water travels underground, in rivers that flow for miles
Sometimes only a few feet underground
Then re-surface as a series of ponds,
Or a stretch of stream that disappears in a marsh or lake.


Flowing through limestone, water hollows, the ground above
Collapses, the caverns creating new lakes.
Dye has been released in some to determine
The extent of passageways:


Red swirls vanish, then with schools of bream
And goatfish, surface miles later in another lake:
Divers try to follow, every summer, those threads;
Reports of someone lost, the silt stirred,


The cave narrowing until there is no room
To turn, air-tanks empty and narcosis settles.
Schools of fish splinter into light in the clear water.
Walking across such a terrain,


The ground turns soft, brush turns to marsh weeds­
A blister, where water forms a bubble
And osmotically seeps into light:
Is this how it all began, someone walking,


Then disappearing into the ground, swept
Into an unknown river, carried off
As though on a white bull's back to sea, garlands
Of flowers left in the wake, washed ashore.


Or in another place, at a ledge, over a lake
That divers say has no bottom, but find volcanic shelving
Where gold cups and headbands rest
In the silt, hearts then bodies were thrown


And must have drifted weighted endlessly downwards:
Leaving the city in retreat.
The horsemen and armored footmen
Were so weighted with gold


They floundered in rivers and canals radiating
From the city, and drowned­swept, too,
Away, with the sacrificed whose souls
By then were the swarms of hummingbirds


Above Tenochtitlán, as their hearts must still be
Drifting toward a molten center.
While walking, if water is flowing close
Underground, why haven't I heard it,


Or will I only when it is too late, the sound coming
As if from a distant waterfall,
Even as I am pulled in, swallowed alive,
As though by shark, serpent, or crocodile­


This is how it could have started,
A story about one disappearing into the mouth
Of the earth or sea or sky­and hearing the shouts,
Some might turn and watch, only later


Thinking that I might have been pulled
Free, but stood and watched, as though
To prepare for the beginning of guilt,
The denial that such things could happen,


To place the blame elsewhere, the invention of gods.
Or is the whisper of water underground
That of the gods, their only warning, heard
Like a breath at night on my neck, while a hawk circled


With no prey in sight, the land below
Stretching dry and soulless below it.
The instance of water, beading up,
A garland of lakes, beyond the curve of its eye.


This would be the world waiting,
The dry caves without drawings, empty salt-pans,
The rain knotted in the sky, invisible, for a moment
At the beginning everything absolutely still.









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