At the Glass Factory in Cavan Town Today it is a swan: The guide tells us these are in demand. The glass is made of red lead and potash and the smashed bits of crystal sinews and decanter stoppers crated over there she points and shattered on the stone wheel rimmed with emery. Aromas of stone and fire. Deranged singing from the grindstone. And behind that a mirror my daughters' heads turned away in it garnering grindstone and fire. The glass blower goes to the furnace. He takes a pole from the earth's core: the earth's core is remembered in the molten globe at the end of it. He shakes the pole carefully to and fro. He blows once. Twice. His cheeks puff and puff up: he is a cherub at the very edge of a cornice with a mouthful of zephyrs sweet intrusions into leaves and lace hems. And now he lays the rod on its spindle. It is red. It is ruddy and cooler. It is cool now and as clear as the distances of this county with its drumlins, its herons, its closed- in waterways on which we saw this morning as we drove over here, a mated pair of swans. Such blind grace as they floated with told us they did not know that every hour, every day, and not far away from there, they were entering the legend of themselves. They gave no sign of it. But what caught my eye, my attention, was the safety they assumed as they sailed their own images. Here, now and knowing that the mirror still holds my actual flesh I could say to them: reflection is the first myth of loss. But they floated away and away from me as if no one would ever blow false airs on them, or try their sinews in the fire, at the core, and they took no care not to splinter, they showed no fear they would end as this one which is uncut yet still might: a substance of its own future form, both fraction and refraction in the deal-wood crate at the door we will leave by. |